Diary about peace and freedom

Dear friend, I miss you so much and I'm so worried about your destiny, what happened to you? Are you safe, are you even alive??
My eyes fill up with tears when I think of all the things what may have happen to you. I can only hope and pray that there is a different reason why we havent heard from you anymore.
I have no words, no idea what to write. I just copy this poem here..

Tears of Blood

December 2001

Laila Yaghi

Sometimes tears have to drop

But too many tears turn into blood

Oh Palestine my ancestors’ land

Your earth has turned into red-colored sand

In it you have buried so many boys

Innocent, young still playing with toys

But their little hearts have turned into men

So fast before they had a chance to begin

A life like other men with family and kin

Born into their own country they face persecution

And live their lives full of confusion

Oh little boy playing with sand

Shot dead from snipers in your own land

Mother’s tears fall like razor sharp

Penetrating down deep with permanent scars

Oh world wake up his mother screams

Another atrocity with holocaust fears

Peace has been written in Rainbow colors

And doves are praying for all the mothers.

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Ok, now it has gone too long and I have not heard from my friend, not a single thing! I'm pretty sure something real bad has happened there! Maybe the Israelis got her too.. Maybe because of writing this blog?? Israelis consider this a danger to their country!! But this is nothing more than writing a diary about mine and her's life, is it wrong?? Oh yeah, ofcourse it is.. because all the world might realise the crimes that the israelis commit everyday!!!
I'm really worried, so so worried.. I have heard how they get tortured in those prisons.. Only because of minor things like this blog.. or even more little things than this.. Israel don't tolerate anything negative about them, Palestinians should just adapt to the situation or move away!!
And they turture them all, young ones, old ones, women and men, no matter who you are or if you are sick or otherwise in bad condition they torture you anyway!!

I hope my friend is only been busy and she is fine and her family too, I just wish to hear from her.
Don't worry my dear friend, my prayers are with you where ever you are..

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It's been too long since I have last time heard from my friend. I'm getting really worried. I'm scared if the Israelis has taken her too and put to prison?
There is a chaos now in Palestine I think. Everybody suspects everybody and the athmosphere is very very tence.. like almost they could smell something happening soon..

I just hope Israel would stop punishing Palestinians and would go to peace.

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I'm a member of this big internet society and I found some of my very old friends there, friends who I have seen only time to time and by accindent these years.
The funny thing is, they refused to be my friends as soon as they realised that I'm a muslim.
Isn't it sad that someone who you have known for many years and with who you have shared many things don't even bother to ask how are you doing? Isn't it sad that someone is so prejudise that they cannot be friends with an old friend because of her religion? Would they have reacted the same way if I would have been christian or something else?
I wonder what they thought of when they made the decision not to be my friends anymore..
Maybe they thought that I'm a terrorist hehe, or maybe they thought that I've gone crazy? Yeah, who rational and normal person would ever become a muslim by her own choise? That's what most people here think. If someone turns in to Islam, they must be crazy or forced to do it. That's how "we" think here..
I feel a little shame again, to be a Finnish.
Well, I think they are the ones who loses here if they have so small minds that a certain religion don't fit in their worlds, even if the person behind the religion had once been loved and dear friend of theirs.
It's very mysterious how life turns out some things in it. You may find a lovely thing what makes you feel whole and gives you many desireable things, but the same time it takes something away from you.
I am happy to have so many good friends and sisters and brothers too and I am happy to find a way what is good for me. I am sad to lose some of my good friends, but maybe they wasn't so good afterall, right?
;)

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It's been a while when I have last posted anything here, but now I feel that I wan't to write something..
I was watching this amateur video (link) what was shot by an European activist in Palestine. Ofcourse nothing in it was news to me anymore, but it's a whole different thing to look only pictures and read and hear stories; than watch actual things to happen in a video with a sound.

It's almost impossible to understand what I saw in this video, there was this city what was already mostly demolished, but people was still living there.
They we're on their daily businesses, some came from school I think, some from crocery store some was outside on their free time. And suddenly on the street was shooting heard and bullets made the sand on the road whirl and everybody ran to cover behind corners. There we're boys and girls, kids and adults. Ordinary people without any weapons.

Soon the tank was shown in the video when it arrived to the crossing where near some of the people we're hiding behind garbage cans. Then from a small window in the tank, was shot many shots towards the hiding people and to the streets.
It's is so hard to understand how they come with big tanks and weapons and they use those like in real war but only the "enemy" has no guns, no army and they are civilians!
This is something that I don't understand!? How is this possible??

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