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Al-Sammuni

It all started on January, 5th 2009, around two in the morning, the 8th day of a ferocious war the 'Israeli Defense Forces' (IDF) waged against heavy-populated Gaza strip of more than (one million and a half) Palestinians packed in three-hundred-and-sixty square kilometers of the coastal area, south-east of Palestine– now, known as 'The Palestinian Territories'-- and claimed the lives of more than fourteen hundreds of civilian residents. This was but another brutal episode in the long series of a well-performed twenty-two episodes of a tragic, really tragic, play spitefully called 'Operation Cast Lead'. Its heroes, or anti-heroes in a time utter confusion prevailed, are the Palestinian children, women, elderly people, and resistance while its anti-heroes are three: two men and a woman; they nodded the tragedy in the first place and then nodded off, not even questioned in the least.

We headed toward Al-Zaitoon Camp, east of the Gaza Strip to listen to Helmi Al-Sammuni, twenty-seven narrating what apparently has turned out to be nothing but a sad story to be recalled with all its minute details each time some foreigner or Arab journalist, seeking some word-press or other world-wide award, comes over to take some pictures at one of the richest areas across the region in terms of photography. This sad story we also, not so differently, came to refresh in the memory of a bereaved Helmi who, in the wake of this tragedy, lost his father, his mother, his wife, and his only five-month-old son.

We arrived. It was around three in the afternoon of an unexpectedly-hot sunny day of February 14th. Helmi, alongside with Abu Taleb, forty-four, was working on a new small tent to erect right opposite what he described as 'the crime scene'. "This spot is where twenty-nine of my relatives were killed, the same day, the same hour, the same spot," said Helmi in a journalist-like style, pointing at an approximately twenty-square-meter open piece of land. Shaking hands with us, Abu Taleb said jokingly in an old-Palestinian-refugee dialect: "ktab jdeed Ah? bas halmara bedoon ajaneb. ahsan bardoo ha-ha tfadaloo tfadalo" Another book, ha? But this time, no foreigners, that is better; come on inside" Abu Taleb directed us into the half-erected tent.

Before January 3rd, the neighboring areas to Al-Sammuni Family of Abu-Jarad and other places thereabout were being so heavily bombarded at night that as the night slipped by, the family members would slowly but surly have stopped being apprehensive about what was going on about the area. This exact situation persisted for the five past nights of the war; and meanwhile, the family members had unconsciously become familiar with it in the long nights of a cold winter of that year. On January 4th, however, around two in the morning, the family members, who had inhabited a three-storey building, now the only building still standing, sensed a looming danger as the continuing bombarding drastically intensified around the area, and the sounds of drones overhead mingled with numerous others of warplanes dropping bombs, artillery firing, and Apaches shelling penetrated their ears all night long. Helmi says: "We didn't sleep all night long because of the continuing firing, and the children kept crying the whole night while sticking to their mothers."

Helmi and his family were staying in the third floor when it was hinted that it was, then, a threatening situation and to spend the night right there in the third floor, being the top floor, would make a great danger, and Helmi and his family were in jeopardy. For that reason he decided to move down to the ground floor which was already jam-packed with more than one hundred members of an extended family.

Long dreadful hours passed by. A new morning. But, Helmi started his day in a way he would have given half of what he owned to avoid it. Some guy whom, to my surprise, Helmi could not recognize— but, he would definitely be one of his relatives – was calling out to him from a neighbouring ground house that his apartment on the third floor was now burning up and he would better rush to put the fires out, the apartment he had evacuated just a few hours ago. Helmi was not grateful, though. And this time he would have given everything he owned to avoid it, not the fire burning his apartment, but him tying to extinguish it.

"ya zalama ana basob mayya we en-nar betzeed" "I was pouring water, and that damn fire was just increasing. The more water I poured, the more the fire grew. I was totally confused and didn't know what to do." narrated a wide-eyed Helmi. Poor Helmi hadn't a clue what a phosphorus bomb could do. He, like anyone in his position, could not figure it out that chemically one particle of Oxygen in water would actively interact with phosphorus and that would produce phosphorus pentoxide, more fire, to burn! That would produce more fire to burn the bodies, the flesh, of innocent people like Helmi, his wife, his five-month son, his father, and his mother. This is precisely how an evil policy is defined. That was a nasty policy; a mischievous exploitation of your one refuge and turning it into your bloody and cruel death.

"Water!" Helmi asked for some water and stopped to drink. I knew what he exactly asked for.

Desperately, Helmi left his apartment burning down and headed back down to the ground floor when on his way back, and through a gap in one of the house's half-knocked-down walls, he stole a look: an army of soldiers swarming down across the area and another surrounding their building.

Hemi's heart sank.

He rushed all the steps down to hide inside the apartment on the ground floor. As soon as he made it into the apartment, the door was shot open again as the soldiers were shouting at them some Hebrew words which later came to mean 'get out of the house'. Hemi's father, Abu-Salah, was the first to get out, followed by Helmi, his brother, Salah, before all of them were driven out of the house with the soldiers pointing their guns at them. "My father talked to them in Hebrew and told them we are civilians and hadn't any kind of guns inside the house," He said.

Most of the members of Al-Sammuni family are farmers and peasants; the feed upon agriculture and live in what is far more like a farm than a real house, regardless of the misleading description of a 'three-story-building'. The green scenery is even still visible now all around their tents and little chambers. They had not the least involvement in any kind of military action. Nor did they have any political affiliation with either Hamas or Fateh or any other political faction. They didn't stock arms which belong to Hamas inside their houses. Nor did they launch rockets onto Israel. They are mere peasants and farmers. And they made it clear they are none but civilians. As such, Al-Sammuni family would have been the last thing to cause to the Israelis any kind of trouble whatsoever. The war claimed to destroy Hamas destroyed a mere farmer called Wael Al-Sammuni. It took away the life of cute Resqa, his daughter as it took away the life of little Fares, his son. That is possibly a complex equation you; and me, too, need some while to absorb: the equation of "Destroy Wael; destroy Hamas"

The fragile-looking soldiers, as Helmi put it, gathered all the family members, more than a hundred persons including all women and children, and directed them into the house of Wael Al-Sammuni which less than fifty meters away from the three-story building on the other side of the back street-- As Helmi was telling us the story, Wael was all by himself smoking a cigarette right outside the tent, next to him on a standing brick was a big mug of dark Arabian coffee. He must have enjoyed it.

Wael's house, already described as 'the crime scene' by Helmi, was where all of them were packed to stay throughout the day. It was now mid-afternoon. And there were almost a hundred of them. It looked as though they were fated to have their day of judgment a little while earlier. Oh, Day of Judgment!

"We moved into the house as ordered, and we sincerely thought they are not going to harm us because they knew that none of us was a militant, and we had no weapons stocked inside the house as they inspected it thoroughly" Helmi thought, loudly!

"NO! You were absolutely mistaken, brother!" I thought- to myself.

As the family members were wholly herded inside, tens of soldiers encompassed the house blocking their way from reaching food, water and even from using toilets. Loud explosions were constantly heard nearby. Commotion took over the place while the little children panicky cried. And their mothers were in no better condition that their children were. Afterwards, after what seemed to be ages of horror, night fell, just to make matters worse. "It was like adding more fuel to the fire." becoming-eloquent Helmi stated. "We had tried all the night to call the ambulance service but to no avail. Not until Mahmoud, my cousin, got an answer, but they told us that we are in a closed security zone, and that they can't reach us." Helmi got pale as he said this, I assure you. Meanwhile, the kids were now quiet as they gathered to their supper, home bread dipped in tea; although the kids almost certainly did not like their supper so much, they must have found an outlet in having it since it was the only activity where they could successfully forget about their fears, even if for moments.


It got darker and darker until it was impossible for them to see each other.


Baaam! Booo! Baaaam! Wheeeee Boooom!


Wheeee Boooom!






Boooom


Wheeeeee ….. Bam




The night passed slowly, very slowly.

Seven in the morning of Monday, the January 5th 2009. Wael, and his cousins, Salah, Iyad, and Mohammed made up their minds to cross the threshold into the small one meter-wide 'garden' to the inside of the walls. Not to launch rockets obviously, and not to throw the soldiers with stones either, but to collect some woods: some woods that would help them light a small fire and make it possible for them to cook, or rather make some hot tea for the morning meal- this time it'd bread dipped in hot tea. The four courageous men carefully stepped outside the door and went on collecting woods as fast as they could, but not fast enough to escape a first shell that directly targeted them. The shell hit Mohammed straight in the head, and he immediately dropped dead to the ground. Wael, Iyad, and Salah ran off under a heavy shelling that seemed to be coming from everywhere, but they could make it into the house. Mohammed later chanced to be achieving what some disgusting graphite, perhaps were then being gently drawn on the walls of the three-story house on the other side by the soldiers occupying it, harbingered," One dead! 999, 999 to go!"

Dirty Dogs!

Meanwhile, it seemed that all hell brook loose while heavy firing continued indiscriminately targeting who was inside and the helicopters overhead shelled ceaselessly for more than a half-hour.

As I was jotting down my notes, I glimpsed Wael get up and step inside the tent. I could tell he wanted to take part narrating the events. "ya zalama Wallah masameer banat kalb betlef fe jesmi kanat" "Damned nails flew in every direction after each shell and I felt them tear my flesh from inside," Suddenly Wael broke in, uttering his first words in anger. "It was horrible. I was stumbling at bodies, vision was blocked with heavy smoke, and crying was coming from here and there. How could I describe it to you? It was just horrible." he continued, shooting me a biting smile.

Well, it was just horrible.

Things calmed down, and vision got clearer: blood, bodies lying all around the spot, children tumbling and crying at their mothers' bodies…

"I was hysterically trying to call the ambulance service, civil defense, or anyone who could get us of there, but each time I got the same answer, "there is no way we can reach you." And so, we had only once choice before us." said Helmi, in a curiosity-arousing style. Wael and the others had only one choice left to them. And they helplessly clang to it.

Wael, Iyad, Salah, Helmi, and many others who were fortunate enough to miraculously escape a close death just to drag their lives for a few more days, hours, or perhaps moments as was the case with Iyad, carried their wounded children, wives, and whoever they could on their arms, and, not wasting their counted breath, opted to break the shackles of their fears. Raising white flags, they stepped out of the house to meet their silly death; hopefully, in case they had another narrow escape, time would save them to reach the closest hospital and those on their arms still had the capacity to produce another breath. It was almost a half-kilometer away from the main street of Salah Ed-Din. As they walked on, the soldiers were taking their positions at the top-floor of the three-storey building and higher points elsewhere. All of a sudden there came the sound of straight shooting that seemed to be targeting them when Iyad immediately fell to the ground. From this point starts the story of Iyad. A man. A daring, unflinching man in his late-twenties who lost every thing but a willful courage through which he resolved to save others' lives, although he'd already lost his. But uncontrollable ruthless power crushed him mercilessly. And he died like a man, like a real man.

Wael, who was hurrying alongside Iyad when he was shot, plainly by snipers stationed on the three-story building narrated what happened, "I was running besides him carrying my daughter on one hand, and my son on the other, both badly bleeding when Iyad's mobile rang. All I knew, then, is that Iyad was lying on the ground, still embracing Nagham. I could not stop because the shooting continued targeting him,"

In fact, the soldiers did not target Iyad to kill him.They didn't want him dead because if they did, they could have killed him on the spot, or at least they would have targeted his head, chest, anything, but not his leg! And to the extent that it would disassociate form the rest of his body. These sly soldiers thirsted for more blood; they desired to torture Iyad. They admired the view of him crawling. Yes, he crawled. He crawled not for his life but to save the life of little Nagham. When every body was gone, the scene was clear, and Iyad was all by himself on the spot; still crawling, the soldiers had the courage necessary to get out from behind the barricades they had erected to protect themselves form probably some invisible arms Al-Sammuni family had hidden somewhere. They got to Iyad, tied his hands and legs, which had not separated from his body yet, with metal wires, and got back to their positions getting ready to enjoy some last moments of Iyad crawling before he was dead. How defenseless those soldiers were!— Or is it 'how calculating they were!'– Oh, yes, this was perhaps a precautionary measure in case he'd rise and attack them by some miraculous power. Why should they get back to their positions? Why should they hide themselves behind vast barricades and mounds? Why should they deny themselves the pleasure of the view being watched from some closer distance?

Anyway, Iyad died. but, Nagham lived.

From As-Shifa' hospital, Al-Hilal hospital, Al-Quds hospital and others, Helmi, Wael and the other lucky ones were calling out for the Red Crescent, Red Cross, and whoever else they appealed for to rescue the injured and to get out the corpses of their relatives from under the rubble of the unfortunate house of Wael.

"It is a closed security zone …"

Not until the forth day came, the twelfth day of the war, January 9th, the ambulances were allowed to get through to the 'closed security zone' and 'rescue' the injured. Perhaps everybody inside was dead by then. None would have a chance to rescue after four days under the rubble. Many were still breathing, however, and they are still today— Most of them were little kids; some were now playfully running outside the tent; others were asking Saleh to take photos of them, and others were listening to their story from Helmi.

Eight days later, the war ended and the lucky ones could get back to their 'houses'.

"We started pulling out the dead bodies from under the ruins and carrying them ourselves since there was no cars or ambulances. One after the other that we even started to lose count of the bodies" Helmi said half in jest.

Twenty-nine members of Al-Sammuni family lost their lives in the wake of Gaza War. Some lost their fathers, mothers, wives, husbands, sons, daughters, cousins, nephews, nieces, grandparents, and grandsons. Two or more bodies had to be buried in the same grave due to the fact that Gaza residents, then, suffered a severe lack of graves only similar to Gaza's present-day lack of drinking water, food, gas, fuel, building materials, stationary, and other basic needs.

The Story of Ahmed Al-Saummi. (as told by his brother Mohammed, twelve years)

On the early morning of the fist day of the tragedy of Al-Sammuni family, a four-year-old Ahmed had to enjoy his usual breakfast— I believe there is no need to mention what kind of breakfast he had to have— singing what he used to daily listen to on 'Toyor Aljannah' (Birds of Heaven) and reciting 'Qul Howa Allahu Ahad' (Say: He is Allah, the One and Only)— some verses from the Quran— in a fashion that of a four-year-old child when, out of the blue, came the dreadful sound of powerful knocking at the door mixed with the harsh voices of soldiers shouting in Hebrew and coming from outside which would obviously mean 'open up!'. Ahmed's father, Atiyya, fourty-four years, had his children and wife clam down, got to the door and opened it. Attiya could speak Hebrew due to the fact that he was one of a large number of Palestinian workers who used to work inside Israel before the second uprising. "They asked him something in Hebrew which we didn't understand at first, but later I knew it was about who the owner of this house is, and my father told them that this house belongs to him," Mohammed said. "Then, I saw the soldier in front point his gun towards my father and he just shot him dead right in the head." hastily uttering his words, Mohammed continued. Attiya died. And his children began crying wildly—almost hysterically. Little Ahmed, however, wouldn't see his father being killed before his eyes and do nothing about it. Mohammed narrates, "My brother, Ahmed, came up to them and asked them loudly amid waves of wild crying, "Why did you kill my father?"-- presumably in a child-like manner.

It must have been harsh on them. Little-Ahmed-confronting-the-Israeli-soldiers must have been a punch on the nose, a knock-out, for, if not the whole 'IDF' and those present at the scene, at least, for that gypsy who killed his father in cold blood— I wonder at this moment if this 'cold blood' would serve the meaning right. They should have killed him. And they did. 'The same day, the same hour, the same spot' as Helmi had put it earlier. Right next to his father.


written by, Mohamed Suliman

February, 20th

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Alghawi Family and the Unreadable Connection to the Land By/ Mohamed Suliman

Alghawi Family and the Unreadable Connection to the Land
By/ Mohamed Suliman





"I feel like I am guilty because I am not able to do anything for my children. I lost everything." stated Maisoun Algawi, sitting at the street in front of their newly-seized house. "Ramadan is supposed to be a month of happiness as well as stability where families gather at the iftar; where a family can spend their time together. I promised my children to buy them food, toys, and new clothes, but now, I have to take them to my neighbor's house. Over there, they can shower and I can wash their clothes." She added desperately.

Alghawi family, a seven-member-family, continued to show their unequalled steadfastness to the, I assume, fragile-looking settlers of their home as ever. Since their home has been seized on August 2nd, Alghawi family took refugee to no where but the street – the nearest spot overlooked by their home, where they believe they will be most relieved, most intimate than no where else. However, they relish the bittersweet feeling each time they come across the view of their home surrounded far and wide by the Israeli soldiers while some robot-looking bodies wander up and down their colorless home.

Naser Algawi, the householder, is 38 years old. He was born in this house. His father Abdul Fatah, 82 years old, has been living in the house since 1956 when it was built by the UN and Jordanian government as part of a temporary housing complex for refugees of the 1948 war. He and his family are determined not to give in at any cost though his wife uttered some words of depression: 'Now my house is seized, I have changed my views of the future," she said shaking her two-year daughter's bed.

As part from the jeopardizing policy, the Israelis continue seizing the Palestinian's houses in 'East Jerusalem' along with ridiculous claims: these houses are theirs, demolishing other houses, and building new apartments trying to root their rootless and baseless existence on this land. Alghawi family was one of latest families that were afflicted by these base measures, yet what makes their story outstanding is the way they choose to challenge the occupation and its measures. There is no point in describing the way this family has taken up confronting the occupation since their clinging to the spiritual connection with their home is far beyond any description.

For the 28th day in a row, Abdul fatah Alghawi and his family are still proving that not by seizing homes, the occupier can gain the love of a land. Neither by demolishing its homes nor building others; he can obliterate its original identity. Not by hoisting Israeli flags above our homes, it will be theirs. And not in the least by distancing Alghawi family 150 meters away from their home, they will give up yelling: 'This land is mine; this home is mine'. As the Palestinian poet, Tamim Albarghouthi said: ' In Jerusalem, there is everybody, but nobody is in Jerusalem other than YOU'.

Ultimately, The Palestinians will continue to love their land, praise it, poetize it as their beloved, and their land will love them so longs as they can smell its sand, flavor its orange, hear its plashing waves, and draw it on panels, draw it in their hearts.
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Palestine will be free - Maher Zain

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Home Sweet Home

It's been a couple of days since I got back home, to Palestine. It's strange how with all this traveling I almost forgot what "practically" it is like to be here, at the same time I can still remember every smell, every corner, every person and every land. The first month of my life out of Palestine I used to wake up every night at exactly 2:00 am because this is the usual time when Israeli soldiers enter our village, today and after almost a year away from home I woke up at 2:06 am but this time for a real event and not because of a biological clock. Four Israeli jeeps have entered our village. I woke up on the sound of the gun shots, at the beginning they were all the sounds of Israeli arms, then the shouts of some kids throwing stones and whistling rose up. When you hear that here, you hold your hands together close to your face and you pray with closed eyes and a smile hardly painted, it's the sound of resistance!

Usually and in about less than 30 minutes from now, some kids walk in the streets with drums to wake up people for sohour as it is ramadan, I don’t think they will be able to do that today, but even if they couldn’t do it everyone is already awake. All of the kids who were throwing stones are back to their homes now, I saw how they walk in the streets talking to each other about what happened and when we asked them "eash fe?" (what is going on?) they only said; "don’t worry, everything is going to be ok"… and that was enough for me. The ambulance passed by them in a very quiet way trying not to be a target in case the Israelis came back.

At this moment the recitation of Quran [surat Al-Emraan] continues from the minarets of all four mosques around us , with a loud sound that over comes all this, comforting us and reminding us of the hope that never dies. This is our Ramadan, this is our Palestine … and i'm back home, loving every step I take on this land and looking forward for the next!

و رجعنا يا فلسطين!

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Holding On To The Vision


It's been three hours since I decided to go to bed, and until now I can't sleep. It's very strange how thoughts can stop us from doing something and at the same time how other thoughts can motivate us to do a lot. When I decided to leave Palestine I made a pledge, mostly as what Martin Luther King said in his famous speech (I have a dream); "As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead. We cannot turn back." And somethings are easier said than done! Holding on to the vision and sticking to the pledge is the character of very few in this time. those of Palestinians with a vision and a pledge have always lived strangers even among other Palestinians, if you stop thinking of the whole thing for just one minute, or if you decide that you are tired and you want to look back only for a moment; you would slip away from the circle of those who can make a change, here; there is no time to make a mistake and those who can't sleep at night should wake up and do something. Even if news sites are blocked and even if some people see you as the alien from Mars you can always find a way to do something. Struggling every day to hold on to the vision is walking with your head high because this vision is what will light your way to success and achievement and therefore a better future and a better change if made for the sake of helping. Even if you are one, be the example to follow and others shall follow. We are the change that we've been waiting for, if we keep wishing that one day "someone" would come and save us, then we create fog around our vision and around our abilities of being the ones who save others along with ourselves.
Writing the above makes me think of what I should do next, I hope that reading it makes you at least think that you can make a difference, that you can help not only spread the word about Palestine but also be part of the word, living it and changing it to a better one!

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I Hope I'm Back


It's been such a very long time since I last posted anything here, life has changed and days have passed and now I'm far, far away from the only place that I would ever call home, I'm far away from the air that breaths in my spirit, and the blood that runs in my veins. I miss you Palestine, I miss everything that is you, I miss the sun and the sky, I miss being the person that I can be on you.
Here I don’t get to hear news about Palestine, here everyone seems too blind to ask what is really happening, the media is so filtered that you only get that Abbas is meeting with someone somewhere! You don’t get that in one day 60 Palestinians were captured by Israelis, you don’t get that there's a new accusation called "smuggling nutrition to Gaza" !!!! you don’t get that a Zionist drove over a kid in Hebron yesterday, you don’t get that the war is not over in Gaza, you don’t get that more than 1700 acres of Jenin are taken by Israelis. Palestine is a different world to those who are in it and to those who are out of it, a world that if you knew it you'll know nothing like it. So don’t blame me when I say I do not trust anyone, don’t blame when I say I do not believe in our Arab governments and Arab rulers. Don’t blame me when I say I would rather die in Palestine than anywhere else in this ignorant world. Maybe we; the Palestinians who lived the hard days of Palestine, can't tell you all that we know, but we can try to tell you something to at least wake up so you can start your journey in witnessing the unspoken truth!

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Out of Words I am

out of words i am
in describing a fear not on me
thinking about a dream discussed on a cup of tea
in making a chance to be what i wish to be
in my search for a key

out of words i am
for i am who i am
a palestinian living in despair
resisting death or a prison chair
instead of breathing the free air

out of words i am
to tell you the present
the part that i consider prisoned
the dream that never saw the light
the child that never stopped the fight

out of words i am
in stating my needs
in showing you the seeds
and covering all deeds
of becoming he who leads

out of words i am
in wanting a peaceful tomorrow
that rhymes with a sorrow
of being in the shadow

so listen to my eyes
and look at the hearts
witness the unspoken truth
and aid the bleeding children, elderly and youth

by: Me

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Few to Say about a Lot


For many times i heard people telling me that i always have a lot to say, seems that tonight silence rules my mind forbidding me from gathering the words to actually say something, words are no place to hide behind anymore, seems that being hunted is something that most of us Palestinians faced one way or another.
today i stand here looking from my window facing some Israeli soldiers who are using three kids as human shields, i know these kids one of them is Ahmad; he's our neighbor, he's of those 10th graders who weren't able to get new cloths for school this year, his sister used to go to college depending on loans provided by some non-governmental organizations here but funds were a little low recently. the situation this year has taken a different turn lead by the internal fighting that is taking away a lot from us [Palestinian people who are under it], it is true that in each one of us there is some political charge that motivates the patriotic sense, not necessarily because of belonging to any political party but because we belong to a land called Palestine, a land that lives politics in everyday of its life. today i cant go to pray in Al-Aqsa mosque or better explained i cant enter Jerusalem because I'm under 50 years old!
today and like every day in the holy month of Ramadan; i pray, that some can reach the outdoors of a little freedom before the festival of breaking the fast to be able to see their kids and loved ones for the first time after a long time in prison, i pray that fathers could get a chance to see how well their sons have grown telling them how strong they look, and mothers to get a chance to brush their daughters hair telling them how beautiful they look and that everything is going to be O.K... somehow.
maybe tomorrow, i will be standing somewhere else, somewhere with a different view!

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Post from Palestine

My day was somehow different from the other days .. Much more fun in this day, met my friends, went out in something similar to picnics ..” Picnic“ .. it’s realy sarcastic that Palestinian one talks about picnics ..

Anyway, I’m telling you something happened there where we were sitting in a Cafe, it’s an ordinary thing we live it everyday, but maybe you will find it funny ..

While the talk we have “ I remember it was about Mahmoud Darwish “ We hear a Bomb, not so powerfull . then, we keep silent unlike all the attendants who “ I bet “ don’t take notice to it. Then an argument is going on between us, everyone is trying to approve his point of view .. Do u know what it was talking about ?

it was about the bomb .. Is it a deflation of an Israeli Apache or a batter ,, or maybe a Palestinian missiles :D

forget about that, Saturday Islamic Univercity “ where I’m studying English Literature “ begins after vocation prolonged for three months .. It will be nice to get back to Studying and meet your teachers an classmates and others . So pray for me and wish me good luck that I get high marks this term , much better than my 1st term last year “ I got 93.1 :D “ ..


I wish to hear from u soon ..

Ur sincerely
Moh. Suliman
Salam

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Post from Palestine

I’m Mo7ammed Suliman, 19 years from Palestine, let me say from Gaza .
Actually it will be my pleasure to share this plog with u to, I’m not here to give u real pic of horrible life of Palestinians cuz it becomes known for all I guess..

It’s now 8:19 am and I’m still awake .. u know why ?? cuz of this nice blog .. I spent the whole night reading it .. I felt that I’m the one who was writing, it’s realy a real mirror of what is happening here and there “ I mean West Bank “ .

Maybe I’ll be somehow different on my writing, not bcuz I’m Palestinian, but I feel that I’m really different . I won’t say that I’m the most Palestinian one who is suffereing . On the contrary I’m happy in my life although everything is going on here in my sweet land

Of course, I don’t have the fun of life like others in their country, but I’m happy cuz I know it’s not a permenant situation . it’s end is coming . Sooner or later ? that’s not the matter, the matter that it’s coming .. So it’s my message to all of u, Palestinian ,, No tears, No screams, No sads anymore .. Keep ur smile and do ur best not to miss it .. I know it’s hard but it’s not impossible ..

Regards

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The Daily School Run -picture-

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Another Week


in a normal day it takes me about 20 minutes to get to school, but in palestine not everyday is a normal day. today it took us more than an hour and a half to get to school because a new checkpoint was created on the way, there are some projects of building new settlemenst around the West Bank and Jerusalem. speaking of Jerusalem today 2 Israeli Policemen were shot in Jerusalem by a small gun owned by an unanimous, other news would be what happened the past week in one of the villages in the West Bank where some settlers held a laborer and tide him into an electricity column and started beating him. another thing that you might not have heard of happened the day before yesterday when Ziyad Fararjah died in prison after suffering a heart attack, though the management of the Israeli prison knew perfectly his medical conditions and did not agree on any outside treatment but IGNORED his condition to let him face death away from his family, to kill him slowly! he joined the train of those who died in prison because of bad treatment and ignoring any medical-checks protocols for prisoners... another critical and important issue in the Palestinian Israeli conflict that everyone should be aware of.
getting back to what i started; teachers don't say much when you are late here; they know better. a lot of students get late because of checkpoints or like my friend who was late because the Israelis took over their house the whole night and put all of her family in a small room and closed it on them, so they [the Israeli soldiers] can "focus" on shooting on other houses. teachers get late sometimes too, maybe because an Israeli soldier didn't like the course they teach or the books they carry. i recall when i once was stopped by an Israeli soldier because after he checked my school bag he didn't like the logo of the campaign that gives lower price books for needed students which had the map of Palestine. a lot of stops on checkpoints, a lot of nights with no sleep, a lot of times worrying about family members and friends, all times living a Palestinian life!

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To My Dear Friend

it's been long since we last chatted, i miss our talks and your kids' news =)
i hope that things are all going well with you and your family, i also hope we would get to talk soon maybe this Sunday.
it's amazing how things change around us, our environments, people, places... everything changes. i remember when i used to check this blog to read about your day, it always made happy to hear your happy news =) i would imagine your day and be there watching from a cloud or from behind the sun all seemed beautiful and colorful, the photos in the slide show helped me, i would check the slide show of your photos many times to see how wonderful Finland is and what a great artist you are. i would love to see these photos and more of your work in the slide show, to me they always represented the happy side of this blog, let's put them with the photos about Palestine maybe that will help balance my day here =)
i want to share something with you...to me where ever i see a smile i smile, my life is too short to fear living a happy moment therefore i have to make my happy moment even if it didn't exist, and you always helped me do that. i want you to know that you are making a difference and changing this world to be a better place... at least for me and my family.
my dear friend; i thank you for caring, i thank you for supporting, writing, reading about and praying for Palestine, i thank you for being my friend, i thank you for sharing my life, and for making me smile through the hard times =) thank you for being a light breaking a dark night.

to us .. you are unforgettable

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Thursday witnesses another homeless family


this time i'm writing in school what i have seen the past couple of days to post it later when God wills, my days are very busy and i hardly get anytime to write, my uncle is still very sick, at the same time i dont get to visit him much, work is taking most of my time, i get out of the house at 800am to get back at 500pm between work in the morning and school in the afternoon. fortunately i get Fridays as a break. it is busy and makes me very tired when i get home but ... i'm thankful that i get to help and still keep my education. the weather is hot these days and summer is a season that many families take advantage of to visit other family members, one of my friends is a married young woman with a twin, 1 year old. she took them to their grandmother's house the day before yesterday. the whole family gathered in that old house, all laughing and enjoying the moment of being together, they even sent one of the other kids [13 years old] to buy some more of that sun flower seeds, he got down the stairs, out of the house, walked a bit and there was a gun pointed at his head. he said; "when i looked around i saw them everywhere most of them were surrounding our neighbor's house, they had a ladder to climb to the balcony of the next house", they came out of the trees and a helicopter followed them from above with that awful sound that only means one thing; they are here to either demolish houses or kill some people. the Israeli soldier who was pointing his M16 on the boy said "run and i will start shooting", the boy ran as if he never ran before, he got to the house and because he was scared he forgot to shut the door in his way up stairs, he ran to my friend and hid behind her shacking, the family didnt know what happened they thought he was just kidding... but he wasn't and he forgot the door open which meant if the Israeli soldiers got inside the house no one would hear them coming. he told what happened, everyone in the house started to get ready to a break-in, my friend and her mother woke up the kids who were asleep with their cousins on the balcony, they opened all the windows in case the Israelis bomb any near by houses, which they did. the Israelis came with bulldozers this time and asked for a man after surrounding his family's house with tanks supported by a helicopter from above, the man immediately turned himself in asking from the Israelis not to demolish the house of his old parents but there was no use in saying that, he was gone, his wife was crying and the Israelis started shooting at the house to make everyone get out and what a way to ask people to get out of their own house! everyone was out, the young and the old, the child and the baby .. everyone was out in the middle of the night to see their house, their life savings, their rooms and their furniture all gone in a matter of an hour. the Israelis did not stop they started demolishing neighbors' houses, for NOTHING they have done but building their house next to that family's house! one of those neighbors is a young working woman who's parents died years ago, she just bought a car but the bulldozer destroyed the stairs of her house on her car. the old olive trees, the beaches and the apples all gone. i always wondered from where does Israel get all these ideas of destruction?! it's very ironic how history repeats itself but it's more ironic that the 60 years old Israel have caused all this destruction and murder to break a new record in entering history... i believe no one should be proud of making such a history written by another nation's blood and tears! no one should stand and watch this happening!
the earth is a witness...
the sun, the moon
the night and the day
what else should i say
to make you at least ... pray

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Lack of Water


tonight i'm very tired, it's getting late. i havent got much sleep lately because of work, school and family still i cant sleep now. yesterday my uncle suffered a heart attack,thanks to God he's doing much better now and ready to get home, . i'm afraid because of that i wont be able to type much, i just thought i should pay some attention to the most critical up rising crisis of the situation here.
this week a lot of people died of cancer, my mom went to 2 funerals on the same day in our neighborhood. a new crisis is on the doors of the west bank; lack of clean water. the Israelis throw their toxic waste [specially from the Dimona nuclear base] in clean Palestinian water. another way of murder! Over 200 communities in the West Bank lack access to water, while Israeli settlers in the West Bank have full access to clean running water. The inequality in the water situation in the Palestinian territories is exasperated by the fact that Israel will not allow the Palestinian to develop water sources. i think Israel's intention is as clear as the sun's eye.

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Between The Lines


before anything.. i would like to thank you my friend for being so caring and so kind to us, i am sorry about what you have been through because of all this; the sadness, the worries and above all the change of treatment from people around you. i pray that the truth shines it's light some day upon all of us in this world and speaks for you and us. it's been such a long 2 past weeks with a lot of news regarding the situation, tears have overcame my eyes many times lately not because i was weak [we all are at some point], it was because of the ignorance and the way the media manipulates this whole thing. the media is a huge weapon now adays, a weapon that not many are aware that it's aiming at them! the events here are endless that i cant state them all but i want to talk about the day the president of France was leaving Tel-Aviv. president Nicolas Sarkozy visited the West Bank and met with our president [Mahmoud Abbass] they chatted about a new solution that includes Jerusalem as a capital for 2 countries [Palestine and Israel] and president Sarkazoy explained that he disagrees with the building of new settlements on Palestinian lands [which is very brave from France's side], he then went to Tel-Aviv to discuss that with the Israeli side, while he was leaving the airport with his wife gun shots were heard and all the guards ran to him asking him to get into the plane!
next day in the news it said that a soldier had killed himself while the frensh president was leaving past Tuesday! well; in between the lines let's ask ourselves why would a normal soldier kill himself at that time and place and while no one is paying attention to him?!! what caused that guard to do such a thing? and most importantly how would it be suicide if the fire came from a far distance?!!! if Charles De Gaull was alive, would he believe that that soldier killed himself?
maybe i was not there when the whole thing happened, for sure i am not a politician nor i am an investigator but; i'm not dump nor i am blind. to me it's not a surprising thing for the Zionists who killed their own president Isaac Rabin while [singing with his people] and after signing a peace agreement with the Palestinian side to kill another country's president for trying to work some solutions with the Palestinian side...i guess the settlers weren't happy with that! this is not accusing anyone this is logical thinking... words that hit my brain in it's way while searching for peace!
as for the truce the countless breaks by Israeli side are very clear on the news' sites that we have on this blog, they are discussing the decision of exchanging some children, women and other prisoners for the release of an Israeli soldier held by Hamas. gas is still coming very short that hardly covers any basic needs of Gaza Strip with the 1.4 million human being; people who breathe like you do, not much food nor all of the agreed on checkpoints-to-open opened. i do not know what's going to happen after the end of the truce becomes declared. seems we're lost in an eye of a tornado, called "terrorists" because we are there facing death with no where else to go but try survive the cone of destruction, what a world to be in!

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let me be

i wanna be that flower in my friend's picture
have no worries have no pain
have a very short life with no sorrow to share.
know no blood only rain
i wanna be a dream even if not true
something that people reach too
i wanna be the air lifting peace
spreading love so ease

i wanna be me
a girl so free
with a flower in my garden
smiling with no burden
a life with bearable sorrow
and a dream of a better tomorrow
friends to gently tease
and air breathing peace
living in love and around trees

Oh what an imagination i made existed
makes me laugh what i just presented
what a hope of a dream
becoming so far from touching "real"!

by: Me

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Goodbye


Today's morning breeze spread the smell of Eyyad's and Tareq's blood. the early morning hours before sun rise witnessed the Israeli army's movement toward a building in Nablus [a city in the West Bank] in where the 2 people were sleeping in different apartments. Eyyad 24 years old an active student in college who has never been "wanted" by Israeli forces opened the door of his apartment while the army was knocking it hard, he opened it... to receive more than 15 bullets straight in his upper body, he was supposed to graduate this summer but seems that his martyrdom came faster than his graduation certificate, he has 6 brothers and sisters and his eldest brother was to get married this Friday! ... another normal life ended in less than seconds! Eyyad could never had a chance of life after more than 15 bullets aimed at his head and chest from zero distance.
Tareq was in the apartment next to Eyyad's apartment, he was "wanted" by the Israelis with the crime... "believing that he can stand against Israel", a witness said "they took everyone outside, i was shocked my friend just died, but i could hear everyone... everyone shouting to the Israeli army that there is still another person in one of the apartments of the building, the Israeli army did nothing but shooting missiles to kill Tareq in cold blood!"
they didn't allow the medical staff to even try! are you blind? are you deaf? arent we humans with lives?! we're not puppets we're not lab rats, we're LIVING HUMAN BEINGS... simply WE ARE YOU, how hard is that to understand?! while the army withdrew from the area they turned the dead corps to the medical staff ... what an ironic ending. maybe the truce was just a break to focus on assassinating some people in the West Bank, anything is expected from Israel, anything is allowed for Israel simply because as what the prime minister of Israel always says followed by the U.S. president as always "Israel is defending it's right to exist", what about Eyyad's right to exist or Tareq or the millions of our children or even my family... what will happen to us? or is it O.K. for us to be killed?! how come, aren't we you? so is it alright for you to be killed?!
Oh Rachel Corrie i wish if you are here to help me with the words and shout how barbaric and cruel this is, i cant but quote "We are all born and someday we’ll all die. Most likely to some degree alone.What if our aloneness isn’t a tragedy? What if our aloneness is what allows us to speak the truth without being afraid? What if our aloneness is what allows us to adventure – to experience the world as a dynamic presence – as a changeable, interactive thing?"
tell me ... is my love to Palestine a crime punished by death?! if yes; then call me a criminal with death penalty expecting it anytime leaving my life in God's Hands, proud of it all!
seems that all i wrote is questions, wonders swimming in my brain, will they ever find the shore? will they ever be answered? or will they disappear one day? more questions for i don't know any more logic! i wish if this whole thing is just a bad dream ... unfortunately that's impossible.

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Occupation Leads to Nowhere


21th of June
Today the hit was the news of Israel preparing itself to attack Iran, i'm starting to wonder why the truce was made! i dont want to start with my own conclusions and personal thoughts i just want to say that it seems that a new world war is on the doors of the middle east, the things that are occupying most of our days here are ..war, war, and more war!
here you can find more detailed news about Israel's plan which is not very clear... at least not to me!
away from the news.. I'm reading a book today, it's by Joachim Fernau, the original title of the book is "Halleluja-die Geschichte der USA" in German but i cant find it in English, in Arabic it's titled رحمتك يا الله"". at this time I'm reading it in Arabic to better understand it. this book is something like I've never read before, it's an open source of American history from the author's point of view [who is German], i think everyone in this world should read it only because it's a "different" point of view that not many know about, my intention is not to promote this book here but it is to request from you to try open your eyes to see the whole picture from different point of views and not only the one that the media planted in you, even if you may not agree with everything...read to grow better. in the beginning of that book page 12 i read in what it means; "the 16th century witnessed a huge turning point; native Indians -whom the white person started to exterminate the areas where they hunted for food- learned hatred of the white person which made their extinction something definite and became a barrier between them and saving themselves, and turning easily into servants! instead of giving up their homes in a liberal way, thinking in a rational way or relaxing, the Indians did something that cost them their lives; they believed in their right, so can you imagine something like that!"
it seems that history is repeating itself in a similar way here in Palestine, growing under the oppression of the occupation [sometimes without parents] and facing humility and torture by Israeli soldiers; opened the door of hatred and more violence on this holy land. let's pray that someday it will end for good, let's pray for mercy on the world that held us if not on the human beings who are our brothers and sisters in humanity!
my friend; i miss your news, i ask my Lord that you and your family are in all health and happiness, i cant wait to read how your days went by.

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calm...in a way


20th of June
tonight i can see the moon perfectly sparkling in the night sky, it's beautiful. and tonight we have electricity .
i have three younger sisters, we all sleep in one room, my youngest sister gets scared of the dark so we don't turn off the light around bed time when we have electricity or we keep the candles burning when we don't have electricity. it's almost midnight and she's been asleep since the time that the birds went to sleep in, i want to turn off the light because the moon is reflecting the sun's light which will lighten our room in a way that makes me feel as if I'm sleeping on a could, with the sky as the roof, no walls around and the breeze of the night whispering life. tonight there is no shooting, but there is a campaign of arresting some people all over the west bank...i guess that wasn't part of the truce! at the same time Israel is preparing some laws to take over more territories in Jerusalem. i haven't seen Jerusalem for five years now, i really miss it, i miss praying there, i miss my friends, i miss my family members who live there. people who hold a green I.D are not allowed to go to Jerusalem...another discrimination tactic. those who hold a Jerusalem I.D. are threatened by Israeli forces to take it away from them in the attempt of making Jerusalem a Judaic state, the rate of withdrawing I.Ds from Jerusalem residents has increased to 500% since the start of it all in 1995. the Israeli government wont allow anyone to construct their homes, or leave them [so you can not go to the west bank nor have a house out of the country] if you do any of that your ID as a citizen in Jerusalem will be taken away! oh talking about Jerusalem is not an easy thing, it's more complicated than talking about this whole universe. tonight I'm thankful that i have a chance to sleep under the moon's light rather than helicopters'.

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